Posted 2 weeks ago

Happy Anniversary

Today, last year was the unexpected day of my life. There I were on my bed talking to you on the phone when you asked me the question I was so fearful to hear- Pwede ba kita maging girlfriend? My heart just beat so fast and I was so afraid to answer it. It was a mixed feeling. I was so overwhelmed that you’re finally asking it but was so scared of what would happen to us next whatever would be my answer. Tears were already flowing through my eyes and thank goodness we’re on the phone so you could not see. It took me long minutes before I answer. I was thinking of the reactions of every people around us if I say yes. No one approves of our romantic relationship even before you asked me. Except of course your loyal friends who were very supportive. Saying no would be the most rational answer I could give. And my life would still remain to be at peace. But I was already too attached to you that when I say no, I’d feel incomplete. However if I say yes, I would be losing all my friends and maybe my family. How many times had you been asking, I don’t remember because I was so pre-occupied with the consequences on hand.

With teary eyes and shaking voice, I closed my eyes and answered, yes. You noticed perhaps in my voice that I was crying. I told you the truth. That by saying yes, I would be unfair to you because while you bring the news to your friends and relatives, you will be hidden like a skeleton in my closet. Still, we both took the risk. It was so hard for me that by choosing to love you means hurting you at the same time while lying to every person I meet most especially to my dear family and friends.

Despite that and for the very first time now, after exactly a year when I’m officially-although-not-so-officially yours, I will admit that I have been thinking about “us” from the very first time we kissed. Going against everyone is so hard but your understanding keeps me going on.

For the past 12 months, there had been so many fights. I hope that from now on, you will have more patience in me. Please do remember that you are very special to me. I want to be with you all the time. And as our song says, I love you always and forever.

Posted 2 weeks ago

I love you. I may not shout it to the world but in my heart I know that even if you are not the person people tell is right for me, you are the only one person for me right now. I love you dearly. I will not tire of telling you how much I love you because I just do.

Posted 2 months ago

Yes, I always get jealous. And yes, I’m insecure. No, what I feel won’t change even if you get mad and say that im acting childish again. I won’t do anything about it. And if neither you would do something, everything will always be the reason for my mood swings.

Posted 3 months ago

Dear Smurf IV

Dear Smurf,

I hope you change the way you treat me in a major major way. Show me how important I am in your life. Don’t make me think that each day you are loving me less and less while I continue carinng for you and loving you more and more. Just the thought of what’s gonna happen in the end if we continue fighting brings tears to me. All I want is you loving me every day.

Posted 3 months ago
sassy-kenway:

WTF
Subject: THIS IMAGE SHOULD BE SEEN IN THE WHOLE WORLDWhile magazines and TV chains report about the lives and love affairs of movie actors and actresses, football players and other celebrities, the Chief of the Kayapo tribe heard the worst news of his entire life: Mrs. Dilma, the president of Brazil, has given her approval for the construction of an enormous hydroelectric central (the world’s third largest one).This means the death sentence for ALL the tribes living at the shores of the river because the barrage will flood more or less 400 000 hectares of the forest. More than 40 000 natives will have to find other living surroundings where they will be able to survive. The destruction of the natural habitat, the deforestation and the disappearance of several species of plants and animals will be a fait accompli. We know that a simple image is the equivalent of a thousand words, it shows the price to be paid for the “quality of life” of our so-called “modern comforts.”There is no space in the world anymore for those who live differently. Everything has to be smoothed away, that everyone, in the name of globalization must lose his and her identity and way of living.If this enrages you, I urge and implore you to forward this message to all your friends, relatives and acquaintances. Thank you in the name of life, nature and biodiversity.©Hans van Raam

sassy-kenway:

WTF

Subject: THIS IMAGE SHOULD BE SEEN IN THE WHOLE WORLD

While magazines and TV chains report about the lives and love affairs of movie actors and actresses, football players and other celebrities, the Chief of the Kayapo tribe heard the worst news of his entire life: 

Mrs. Dilma, the president of Brazil, has given her approval for the construction of an enormous hydroelectric central (the world’s third largest one).

This means the death sentence for ALL the tribes living at the shores of the river because the barrage will flood more or less 400 000 hectares of the forest. 

More than 40 000 natives will have to find other living surroundings where they will be able to survive. 

The destruction of the natural habitat, the deforestation and the disappearance of several species of plants and animals will be a fait accompli. 

We know that a simple image is the equivalent of a thousand words, it shows the price to be paid for the “quality of life” of our so-called “modern comforts.”
There is no space in the world anymore for those who live differently. Everything has to be smoothed away, that everyone, in the name of globalization must lose his and her identity and way of living.

If this enrages you, I urge and implore you to forward this message to all your friends, relatives and acquaintances. 

Thank you in the name of life, nature and biodiversity.

©Hans van Raam

Posted 3 months ago

Dear Smurf II

Dear smurf,

I wanna hug you tight each night. I wanna kiss you every night before I go to bed. I wanna be with you every single day. And each day that I don’t see you, I always feel alone and unhappy. I miss you every minute. That’s how much I love you. So much…

Love,
Me

Posted 3 months ago

I love you

I love you= I miss you

So count the times I say I love you, that’s how I miss you and that’s the number of times I am thinking of you…

Posted 3 months ago

Superman’s girl

I am the girlfriend. I should be happy with it. But I can’t be superman’s superwoman when needed. And it is really breaking my heart. I am just an ordinary girl. I’m afraid I’m turning out to be my superman’s biggest disappointment. I hope not…

Posted 3 months ago

Dear Smurf I

Dear Smurf,

It’s so sad that I can’t be a perfect girlfriend to you. And it breaks my heart when I am not able to help you get what you want. You have a lot of frustrations right now and I don’t know how to get rid of them. I hope that sooner you decide to let those go so you could focus on us. Much that I wanted to help, it scares me that those could make us apart.

Smurf, we don’t need many things. It will forever be just around the corner. If you don’t get it now, you’ll get it someday. I hope you realize that we are more important than material things. We don’t know how long we’ll be together. Let’s just cherish every moment we have on us and not on other things.

Love,
Me

Posted 4 months ago

Happy birthday to me! Thanks for the gift! :) http://t.co/MxQljsg — CzarinaEmille (@CzarinaEmille)